Me and Tara left Harper's place and are walking down the street. She asked me what I saw in the world of the present. I told her that I saw images of how my Grandmother, Grandfather, and dad were no longer here. She looked at me with sadness in her eyes and said that sounded awful.
I told Tara that near the end of the experience, I was overwhelmed with a great deal of sorrow and that I had dark depressive thoughts running through my mind. I told her that I saw myself disintegrating and being erased from existence. Tara hugged me and tried to comfort me. I didn't tell her about the part where I was alone and that she wasn't there with me. I didn't want to scare her.
I held Tara's hands and told her that the only thing that matters is where we are now because where we are now is a better place. As far as I'm concerned, the world of the present can piss off and disappear forever. Based on what I've seen, it's nothing but a horrible place of misery, grief, and deceit. I don't see anything good ever coming from a place like that.
