Me and Tara were talking and having a nice romantic moment on the couch together, and then my little buddy Tigger started meowing loudly and interrupted us. So, me and Tara got up and went next to the piano to get away from the loud meowing. We started kissing, and there was Tigger right next to us. He was loudly meowing and interrupting us again, lol! That little bugger.
Event:
Me and Tara are in bed trying to get some sleep. My eyes are closing. Suddenly, I feel myself drifting away. I see myself drifting through a spiraling tunnel of what appears to be lost memories from the so-called world of the present.
As I continue drifting down the tunnel of memories, a memory begins to pull me towards it. I see the date October 13 2022 flashing through my mind. It's snowing, and I see myself walking down the street going somewhere. I continue to observe the memory. I see myself coming to a stop to look at something. I see myself looking at a girl walking in the distance. It's Tara. Her hair is when it was darker. She's wearing her beige winter jacket with her tights and winter boots. I see myself continuing to look at her walk. Suddenly, she fades away. I see myself looking so sad and lost. Something happened before October 13 2022, something awful. I can feel it.
The spiraling tunnel begins to pull me towards another memory. I see myself again. I see a date. It shows September 2022. I see myself in my room lying on the floor in distress. There's a dark cloud circling over my head. I see it tormenting my mind. The dark cloud vanishes. I see myself trying to get up from the floor. I'm in a state of dismay. I see myself going for the whisky. I grab the bottle. I see myself drinking it so fast. The bottle falls out of my hand. I then see myself smash my head into the wall so hard that I knocked myself unconscious.
The spiraling tunnel of memories fades away. I'm back lying in bed next to Tara. She's sleeping. I'm trying to make sense of all of this. Sometime in September 2022, it seemes like I had some kind of a psychosis episode that damaged my mind and left its scars. I wonder what was going through my mind to cause such a traumatic experience.
After the experience I just had, and what it showed me, it's time for me to take action. I've seen enough of that so-called world of the present of the 2020s or whatever damn place in time it is. Whatever is happening there is affecting me here, and I can't let this continue any further. I will not let it rob me of my life here as it appears to have done so there. I have to use what's left of my gift and destroy time itself to purge myself from that awful place.
Conversation:
Richard: I just had another experience, Tara. I saw events that happened in the world of the present that were quite disturbing. I have to do something about this once and for all. I need to purge myself from that world.
Tara: I know it must be difficult to process what you've seen, Ricky. However, as we've seen before, the events that happen there can be felt here. As much of the thought of erasing yourself from that place might seem like the solution, it could have serious consequences here.
Richard: Yeah, I guess you're right, Tara. I tell you though, babe. I've seen and had enough of that so-called world of the present.
Tara: It's best to just ignore it for now, Ricky. What matters the most is where we are now. We've come a long way, and you'll be fine, Ricky. I will always be here with you.
Richard: Thanks, Tara. I guess I have to get a better grasp on my thoughts. I love you, babe.
Tara: I love you too, Ricky.